2-5 hours a week right now. there was an era of my life (2003-2010-ish) where music was my life.
if i wasn't with my musical co-dependent friend writing or getting wasted, or out on the hunt for unnecessary females, i was selling gear, hunting gear, fixing gear, packaging gear, photographing and posting gear for sale. if i wasn't doing that, i was deep dive listening to / hunting music from around the world. at one point, i REALLY KNEW metal on a global level. "yeah Sigh is Japans best metal band, yeah Nokturnal Mortum is killing it in Ukraine, this band is huge in south america right now, these bands are hot in this part of the world, etc". It only took about 3 years before i had no idea about shit anymore. IT WAS CUZ WE LET THE "CORE KIDS" IN!!!. but i digress...
yes there was a time when music and its related things consumed me 24/7, and i was happy. then i fucked up and had kids. Granted, my kids are the only worthy replacement of such a gear obsession, and they've forced me to really up my game as a grown man...however, i still miss those days like they were the best years of my life.
flash forward to 2010-2025. i've become one hell of a chef, and those years were spend honing my craft....but i still miss the music thing every day. i'm a FAR better cook than a musician, and have had way more REAL ego boosts from that, than being a rock star in my own mind.
every day, i think...."Well, i could get a few grand if i sell everything and go down to a kemper and one guitar".... time will tell.